the most frustrating thing about this moment in time is how the USA is so supersaturated with the worst combinations of misery & opportunism that it’s so difficult to try and create anything that may be hopeful—much less share that on a platform like the internet.

perhaps that was the goal all along, with the technology being so obviously full of potential to re-structure the concept of global power, that the internet needed to accelerate through phases until it became a cesspool of disinformation & junk

either way, these days feel like a frustrated calm before an inevitable storm.

i have no clue what to do. art is either meaningless or a commodity at this point—this feeling of purposelessness is rampant & it won’t take much of a wind in the wrong direction to turn everything bad fast.