Stream “The Devil You Know” above
Stream “The Devil You Know” above
I’ll update this post when the book itself goes live, but I posted the ‘audiobook’ of the first iteration of the Gap Year Book Club project today; this one sort of reminds me of a way Jesse Lacey describes the Brand New track “aloC-acoC” in just it kind of was one of those tracks I just sat down and it just came in one take, mixed with the words exactly and even though I’d been working on something completely different for a week and a half, I scrapped it immediately because this one was just right, which also deals with confronting a lot of the inspiration for the song.
The lyrics are from a poem that composes the introduction—
“You were looking away,” she said
as I recounted these things that I had seen
of late and
how they all began to seem
the same to meThe villains,
the complicit and
everyone else on screenTo invite chaos, you know who you are
in America
That television screen across the room
is streaming images from Mars while
a radio broadcasts
pre-recorded tape from
Washington, DCI live in Los Angeles now and all of the movie theaters are closed
The United States no longer exists but the news has yet to report itThe birds are singing
unaware of any electoral results
or
the controversies on TVas mannequins in playground are posed for
and ad campaign in South Korea
being photographed across the streetI am not myself these days
nor have I ever really beenI’m just bored because I’ve
seen the future and
everyone there knows
nothing means anything
anymoreIs this now or when
another day full of poison
poses as a processThe news reports no progress
regarding hope or changeWe are all ageless on the internet
& in America we kill our own
to save the economyThere are no pleas for a culling
of the proletariat
from the political elitejust calls for decorum
as millions of people
watch one another
die in the street& somewhere along the line
everything became untethered
as it was designed to be& somewhere along the line
i left behind the love of my life
like a rat diving in to the seaI scream into a void & then check my phone
A person can lose themselves to many things over time
To what they believe it’s worth or
what it forces them to endureIt has been, quite literally
one hell of a yearThe people have been abandoned by the state
& factions are forming tribes
sharpening knives
for the fightWhile the cameras wait
lurching
in blood-thirsty delight& along the river he sways
A stain of red wine on
some mustard-colored secondhand sweater
glowing goldenrod in the five-thirty lightan identifier, ununique,
he slowly shifts his feet
directionless
but heading easthe faces off with what shadows lie ahead
half-drunk but still all smiles“last september feels so far away,
i wonder how
the victors will write it,”
i sayproposing a toast
to the anonymous man
disappearing
into the dark
Posted at 16:43 on 07 January 2021
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Colin Smith is an interdisciplinary artist based in Los Angeles. His assembly-based work focuses on human nature and its relationship to media, language, time, and systems of control.